The Dream Genie Sucks

Sorry I've been AWOL lately. I'm still attempting to do this on my psychotic laptop, as well as start a business, do business plans, and the mirade of other crapola that goes along with it. I'm just hoping like hell that this venture takes off. Crossing fingers.. and maybe toes... if it does like it seems its going to.. I'll be busy buying my dream computer. Right now weighting if that would be an investment or a luxury.

But back to men.. and dating... and me being a little crazy.

I've been having dreams lately. Those sexy dreams.. the ones where you start picturing them naked, and thinking of all the things you want to do with them. Yeah those dreams.

And.. Pierce has been making a regular appearance. Which means I do (damn it) like him... but it also is problematic.

See.. my body/brain knows I like him. There's still that odd hope of "this might be something".. which means until its really something, until I've actually seen him naked or until I've completely ruled him out as a possibility.. My mind refuses to actually undress him or imagine much of anything that isn't readily seen... aka I've pictured his bare chest, because the last time I saw him his tshirt was so "fitted" that there was little left to the imagination.

So while my dreams start off sexy, and you know darn good and well that they're headed to Nakedtown, they never actually make it there.


Last night, I had this fantastic dream (which I might write up later) setting Pierce and I up for a very hot romp.. and then when it came to the hot romp itself.. The dream would die, or start over at the begining.. it did end up going to a sex romp later, but it wasn't with Pierce, just some nameless faceless guy. *sigh*

Even my dreams won't give me satisfaction. This sucks.